Evelyn Lozada Says She Forgives Chad Ochocinco For 2012 Domestic Violence Incident+Reveals She Suffered a Miscarriage on Thanksgiving Day [Video]

Evelyn Lozada is opening up about her recent miscarriage and why she kept it a secret from the public. The Livin’ Lozada star reveals that her second miscarriage happened on Thanksgiving Day last November. Via Life & Style:

“I miscarried on Thanksgiving Day,” the 40-year-old reality star, who also suffered a miscarriage during Season 1 of her show, exclusively tells Life & Style. “I was like, ‘This cannot be happening to my life again.’”

As Evelyn, her baseball player fiancé Carl Crawford, 34, and their two-year-old son Leo, were spending time with Carl’s family, “I was literally miscarrying my baby,” she shares — but kept the news quiet because she “didn’t want to dampen the mood.”

Evelyn, who also has a 23-year-old daughter named Shaniece, plans to try again. “I love being a mom,” she tells Life & Style. “After two miscarriages, it makes me want to be a mom even more.”

Evelyn also was caught by TMZ cameras this week, and she revealed that she has forgiven her ex fiance, Chad Ochocinco for their infamous headbutting/domestic violence incident in 2012. However, Chad shouldn’t expect to get an invite to Ev’s wedding or any events any time soon.

“I don’t give a s***,” Lozada says … “It happened 4 years ago. It is what it is. I’m happy, everybody’s moved on with their lives, right? Why be angry? I totally forgive. It’s all good”

Livin’ Lozada returns for a new season on this Saturday, May 7, at 10 p.m. on OWN.